right. school work is driving me crazy.
have just finished my stupid groupwork in which all of them asked me to present it on hardcopy because according to them ' girls have nicer handwriting & girls are neater, geena can draw better in our group'. WOW. so i got to do all the shit work. & there is cats. sian, i have only written out & sketch out two of my ideas out of the ten i am supposed to show them tomorrow,& our discussion is like from 5-10.
SIAN SIA. dead tired, all thanks to last minute mother's day shoppers.


you.
i do miss the time we spent together, the love we used to share as friends.
awkwardness would definitely be present when we meet up.
but if it is worth the awkwardness, i wouldnt mind.
however, i guess all that i have told you was crap. perhaps the real reason begins with myself.
i cant pass this very first stage of forgiving myself, i cant believe i let you stray away for so many years of your lives & let you continue with it.
no, not only werent you there for me, i wasnt a true friend to you.
i am actually very confused with my own self.
yes, i am contented with this little amount of friends i have beside me all the time.
i dont wish to be friends with you again, after so many things have happened, but yet again the memory of you always linger in my mind.
& i dont quite wish to be bugged by christians, well no offence to anyone, but that is the truth.

everybody's changing,
& i dont quite feel the same

oh, move on with life geena.