i came home sighing.


orientation was a total bore. the games, & of course my own classmates.
i don't deny the fact that i am shy,& it is hard for me to open up to others,& i was least expecting myself to crap like usual,& expecting myself to shut up totally.
yet i was taken aback,i had to be the one that asked every girl for self-introduction.
& my class is like totally separated into two cliques, the guys,& the guys?
what is this, old school?

i was half pissed off & half angry, i rack my brains so damn hard to like come up with a common topic to talk to the girls, & the convos dont even last 5 mins. every single stupid game i had to be the first to volunteer, i couldn't stand the way how our student leaders were like pampering us like little kids, how they helped us to choose our partners,our groups,& EVERYTHING.damn.


oh, did i forget to mention that they would be my classmates for the next three years of my life?