so many things going through my mind.

darn, i want to scream.

firstly, the darn sight of you irks me alot.
i'm going to be suay for a million years if i see you again.
secondly, things have become like. if nothing is being done, all would be gone.
but it aint easy putting up a front when i know so much about you know.
thirdly, this darn coconut milk, made me feel so bloated and hungry as well.
GRRRRRRRRRR.
forthly, i would really like to help you.
but, i have drifted so far already. i myself dont have such strong faith as well.
but, do stand strong girl.
fifthly, i'm starting all over tomorrow.
i want this to be the last time i'm starting all over again.
sixthly, commitment, commitment and commitment.
i would like to stay on. but yet again.
seventhly, i dont even know what i want in my life now.

suddenly, i feel so frustrated.