disappointment;
i have long learnt how to deal with it.
so, yes it shall not affect me! (:
anyhow, i dont think this friendship will hold on til then.
so, no hopes pinned!
see you people.
please please mug hard!
LOVE! X)

i am hungry.
for an unknown reason, i aint feeling happy.
hah.
i was spouting nonsense to dawn koh just now,
and i simply love my good old best friend so much. (:
someone whom you can bully, it makes life much more interesting

and i talked to amos yeo yesterday night.
still my good old brother, someone who never fail me.
erh, i think.
heh.

it would probably take more than what i think it is for the awkwardness to be gone.
i am glad we are still friends, i guess.
you,however, just forget about it.
and finally! there's someone to entertain me online.

decided to upload some photos to show you what kind of dog i have.
ANNOYING AND RETARDED ONE.
i still love her though. X)






anyhow,i feel like taking off my tagboard.
noone tags and it is like dead._.

maybe i am being selfish to only think about me in my position.
but yet, the trust in you had already been long gone.
and much as you would like to protect yourself, i would like to spill all that i have kept in me for 4 years.

okay. wong hejun wants to know my blog.
so, i am going to write loadsss of mean stuffs about him first. X)
i wont get killed, i wont be meeting him anyway.
firstly- he stinks!
secondly- HE IS TONE DEAF.
thirdly- he utter nonsense.
forth- he threaten to call my dad just to ask for my chinese name, not knowing that i have his house number. hahahaha. how dumb can he get.
fifth- erm. heh. (:
actually, he quite nice.
okay, i am getting crappy.

i am stressing myself more as days go by.
everyone's scaring me.

as my studying partner got distracted today, i started thinking about many stuffs.
which, darn, i should not have.
thinking about how the 3/4 of us, still naive then, somehow laughed our way through secondary 2.
thinking about many of my friendships.
maybe it is time to let go, and things might be better (:
reminisce.
why do time flies when you are so contented with your life?

i am annoyed.
i know i always say that, but i am really really annoyed now.
chor theng did a really good job of letting me feel much better though, thanks a whole load!
you have certainly matured alot,
someone whom i used to bicker with every tuition,
to a person who is so much more thoughtful and blah blah now.
oh wells. (: