my mind is in a whirl.
i need to be stronger than this, i need to learn to be unaffected by minor stuffs.
i just feel so pissed with myself.
am i too easily conned,or why do i always think that i have plently of friends.
maybe i do have plenty of friends, but how many of them are reliable?

alrights, so much for pessimistic side.
life has been great, army boy is going army and he is so kind to ask me out for a meal before going in.
i feel so sad, it is like farewell to my good old friend.):
i am going to miss him anyhow.
ameila really made my day, i never knew i was a good old buddy of hers.
i am really glad when i read that, i thought our friendship would be a goner once tuition ends. maybe not after all.
i love gue!=D