reminisce the past.
seeing the PBB girls totally brought back the memories of camp, i felt as though i was in camp again!
i totally miss my group people.
AND EVERYONE OF US GOT IN! =D=D=D=D=D
way to go, group 3!
i really do miss the camp, the time when we all laughed at the standard ticketing machine at how hard she was trying to remember where we stay and yada, how shi ping and hui wen's shoe flew out when they were trying to kick the ball.
not forgetting all the BUGS.
and my bed partner, joeline.
that sounds so wrong though.
hahahaha.
it has been only 2 months and i miss them so much.
i do hope that everyone can make it for our outing after 'o's (:













left to right: me, HUIWEN(STM), EDALINE WEE (=D), JOELINE KHOO( bed partner), JESSICA (quiet one) and JOLIN!
the bottom three are: GERALDINE,CLARISSA(small yet brave) and DIANA!

alright, i have not been blogging for long.
and when i am finally here to blog, unfortunately, it is for a bad cause

i do not know what should i say about you.
you make me feel so upset,just because you doubt me.
i know that out of three of us, two of you were in, i am the only one out.
as we went our separate ways, we distanced.
things were never the same since then.

i could still remember the expression on your face when i gave you your birthday present. it did disappoint me somehow.
you were one of the people that i do not mind sacrificing all my time for your present, yet you did not seem to appreciate it.
i trusted you, you betrayed me.
i knew it was almost impossible that i got that, i myself couldnt believe it either.
but did you need to doubt me?
couldnt you have that little bit of faith in me that i got it, instead of thinking the pessimistic way?
i wish i couldnt care lest about such stuffs.
but yet these memories keep flashing through my mind now and then, leading me to wonder why
why cant you have faith in me. i know it is hard to believe it, but couldnt you have not say anything at all because it makes things so much more simpler.
if not been norminated or getting it would not arise to so many doubts of my abilities, i rather not get it at all.

i see you as a totally different person now.
why?,deborah